Is this ironic? I am on an email list for a state group which is having a function at ows palace. Included was an attachment of a map to get there. My virus detector picked it up as a virus! How funny is that!! bounce off me b!tch .... haha hoho hehe ....
At first I was thinking I would go to the event but I have so much GAL and tasks to do that I think it's a sign for me to behave and not show up there.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
H's cell phone saga continues. He is trying yet another phone with another company. Soon he should run out of new companies! He told me he had to turn one in today and I responded that I couldn't keep up with what number went to what phone with what company anymore to reach him. He told me his new temporary number which is the same as our address. He said - can you remember that? how funny!
I did irriate H last night when I asked if he would make sure all the windows were closed before he turned on the heater. He set his jaw being defensive. I also said if he was cold on the couch then he could sleep in the bed if he was brave enough. Still no response. So I offered that if HE wanted to take over paying the electric bill then stay on the couch and run the heater with the windows open. I went to bed, slept great and was warm.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
Did you offer him anything else to get in the bed with you? LOLOLOLOLOL.
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Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11) Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10 Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;
But, he did just invite me to go to a party with him tonight with a group of 'buddies'. H hasn't told me when this annual party is for the last 5 years.
H is still doing paperwork for taxes, the extension we filed is coming due now. He promised to have it done by the end of this week but it won't be. I asked again last night, I am so ticked about it! I told H I couldn't stay and talk with him because I was so irritated I wouldn't stay in control. I went to bed.
After a few minutes he came to the doorway and talked and talked about his day and things he wanted to share. So why not just come to bed and talk with me like we used to do? Why stay at the door and keep the distance? I feel like he still feels a wall up from me and maybe there is. I don't know how to NOT keep up some level of detachment and protection of my heart and my emotions. Am I keeping H from reaching me or is he just taking his time to finish baking or is this all still a mean trick? Idunno.
Cold and frosty this morning. I gotta head out to cover chores for H this morning. I hope the hoses didn't freeze!
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
Taxes are done! H finally wrapped up the rest of what he needed to get done. It sure would be great if I got back some of the money I had to pay when we filed the extension. <fingers crossed>
The party was nice. I kept getting questions about why I haven't been around for so long. I was good with my answers, but I also noticed H stayed pretty close to hear whatever I said. Maybe I passed his approval and he'll include me more. lol
H also asked me to go 'shopping' with him but I had a friend coming to ride. So instead H helped me with some tasks until my friend showed up and then he went hunting while I rode horse with friend.
Still drumming up patience. I've sure been having some weird dreams lately. In one dream I kissed H and he liked it! In another dream I was being pursued by some guy that was treating me like a queen. I think I am craving some intimacy!
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11) Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10 Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;
Taxes are done! my money back plus a refund! Just sign the final form and pick it by tomorrow.
Had a convo with H about delinquent accounts and humongus charges and fees. This time he says 'you can just take it all over'! Well, that's not what I want to do. I am willing to help but not bail him out and relieve him of responsibility for it. Besides all that, he hasn't earned my trust!
My back is sore and grabs me so hard my knees buckle. Ice is my friend.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
One HUGE step for WCW! It must feel good to have those taxes done!
Time to relax with your back... ice/heat/ice/heat, at least that is what they tell me. I feel better when I have the chance to sit in a tub, a hot tub is better, but with this old house, I don't have either.
Grab or get some Flexeril,it's good for relaxing those sore muscles. It's tough on the tummy, but just grab something soothing to eat, and you'll be all set for the night.
I hope you find some relief, get some rest, and take care of you!
Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you.........
and not show up there.
