Went to the gym before she did so I would not be there at the same time (we both have a membership at the same gym) but I did call her and ask her if we could have dinner tonight. She was angry at me because she said I have been calling and emailing her too much. I am afraid I am going to run her out of the house. She wants to stay separated in the house together if I can give her time and space. It is very hard for me still. I miss her touch and miss hugging her and kissing her. I miss laughing with her and telling her about my day and hearing about her day.
Coach: I really appreciate your posts, as well as others. I think I can relate to coach because I was a wrestling coach for 15 years and one of my sons is a high school Lax player.