I took a needed break from the MLC drama. I have been doing some deep thinking about everything. A little bit sad this week because my ex and bimbo took the baby to Disney. We were just there at the end of August. I can't imagine what my baby thinks of all of that. Ex's behavior has been weird lately. Lots more than normal button pushing. He wants a reaction from me. After you go through this for so long you become numb. I'm numb. He can't even come close to pushing my buttons.
Other than that I feel I am really detaching. I no longer think about ex every minute. Now it is maybe 2-4 times a day. I have made so much progress in my life since this has happened. I can't imagine ex coming back and even tolerating the new me. I think it would just threaten his very weak ego.
These guys are truly broken. Only God can repair mine.
Thinking of all of you
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
