Thanks for your thoughts, I have not seen WAW in days now, nor talked to her, and I have not missed it as much as I thought I would..
I am sure that once I am moved, and things settle down to routine, I am going to have lots to miss, but my focus still is on changing and improving me, and that has my attention now more than impending D, as I need to be better person for d8, and hopefully anyone new in my life.
NGL,
I still hope that the 'new' person in my life may be my WAW in new form someday, but will accept that is probably not likely.
I have to get some time to go read your sitch, but you CAN change you just have to decide you will.
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."