Well, I'm feeling okay today. Kind of free like a big stress has been lifted. He called me this morning, and I told him about s's schedule for this weekend. He asked how everything was going. I told him pretty well. I asked about the pmt he owes me on Friday, and he said he "probably" wouldn't be able to give me anything, but he will "see what he can do". Ummmm okay. I know what you can do! Get a job
So simple yet so difficult. I am going to do my best to stick to a strict budget b/c I am sick of asking him for money. He feels like he can control me with the child support money. I'm not going to ask anymore. It's either pay up or I will be keeping documentation and after a few months I will turn it in. His choice. I would rather work 2 jobs if I had to than feel like I am constantly asking him for anything right now. He can work/not work/ whatever/ and go drink and tatoo his money away with og. But there will be consequences eventually.
The money thing does really irritate me, but overall I am feeling pretty good.
"Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out." Robert Collier
"One's best success often comes after their greatest disappointments." Henry Ward Beecher
