Thanks guys. I guess that is the bottom line in my life right now - I'm not enjoying ANYTHING. I feel like I get up & get through the day and can't wait to just go to sleep when it's time for bed, repeat the next day.

It's so stressful having 3 boys and making sure that everything that they need to get done gets done, making dinner every night as soon as you get home, trying to go to the gym, not going to the gym, feeling like you are getting fat and RIGHT BEFORE you are going on a cruise which requires a bathing suit.

It's just all so much, all the time, every day. I'm just to the point of going through the motions and not enjoying anything and knowing how much I am going to regret this later.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10