Oh Sweetie, listen to me. You cannot push yourself into feeling the way you think you should feel. There is no timeline. We get to where we need to be when we get there.
You cannot force the GAL and the PMA. Maybe dancing is not giving you what you need at the moment.
SC, dont yu dare say you are a failure. YOu have come so far, with a lot on your plate and you did it with dignity and honor.
But you do seem to be so petrified about not ever having a man in your life. You may want a man someday, but, you do not NEED one. You are not ready to be in a relationship right now. And you will not be until you mourn the loss of this one and until you truly let go.
Honey, it is hard to get your mind around that the man you were with for so long, seems to be moving forward in his life just fine. Believe me, I know how much that hurts.
I think you need to try to find you. Dont worry about whether you are going to meet someone or anything else. Just let yourself be open to the possibilites life has to offer. The rest will fall into place.
