undrdg, thank you for the great motivation! I wish it were that easy. although i would love to think the rings meant anything, i am unable to get that jazzed. now, it is true that over the past 4 months she has worn a band (not her wedding band) on and off and the change into her engagement ring and real wedding band are very noticable to me. I have not said a word to her. I question why she is doing it now. Maybe she just missed them. Of course a big unknown is what she does when she is away at her apartment. Odds are she doesnt wear them. No worries, no stress. That has to be something she wants to do for her, not me. But dont get me wrong, my preference is that she wears them, because it could be a positive sign.....
Spoke to s10 today to tell him about something and he says over the phone "you want me to tell mommy you love her, ok." now i said nothing of the sort, so I called back, spoke to W and reassured her that i would not use s10 in that way. She laughed it off and said it was ok, not to worry about it. that has been the extent of our communication. another 36 hours, then home. I hope we have another decent night on thursday. going to a church singing event together with s10.
Well, tired from my long drive today. Going to hit the bed.
ME 41, Her 41 M 18.5 years T 19.5 years s - 12, 10 Bomb 7/12/09 Inhouse Seperation 7/13/09 - 10/1/09 She moved out 10/1/09 - present
