Yeah - I'm confused on this one. Trying to get my head around how to build on Retro - but it's kind of predicated on us both working on the M.
Karen, it's crazy-making.
You know, after we got back Sunday night, I popped into my room here, and she came and got me - wanting me to continue to spend time with her.
Right now I'm just going to see what happens I guess.
My C thinks I should initiate a conversation saying, you're confusing me with your mixed signals, I need to know what you want. Well, that's a R conversation, and I can bet what the response will be: I want a divorce. I think my C thinks I'm making it harder on myself by wanting to save the M.
Karen, I know I'm back and forth. Probably frustrating to read.
I will not pursue. I will act as if. I will take care of myself. I will be stonger. And I will monitor.
