The hardest thing, no caring...

[LTD]

It's amazing how all these lines seem to parallel each other. The "I want to be strong on my own / need some space / the last thing I want right now is another man" line of B.S.

Then you find out it was all a smokescreen. I used to think that being unfaithful was the worst violation of the trust in a marriage. Now I see that the physical act (if it has occured), while quite disturbing, is only a small part of it. Just the thought of being intentionally deceived by your spouse will play rediculous games with your head.