Trying to save my M. W not really trying though.

[etrain]

I like to figure out the worst possible scenario (outcome), and then visualize myself handling it confidently, and strongly. Once you face down your worst fears, you find you're very well prepared to deal with the medium-sized ones, b/c it almost always turns out to be better than the worst-case scenario you came up with.

I hope to get there soon. But I'm not there yet.
Right now, when I figure out the worst possible scenario, I see my W happily dating & living the single life & see myself living in my house all alone, wishing I had someone around.

I know...it's a horrible attitude to have. That's the biggest thing I need to work on. Insecurity.