Thanks ladies, I'll do my best to keep my outlook positive. What really gets to me right now, today especially is reading through all you situations and your XHs are being complete douche-nozzles when it comes down to being a father and here I sit missing the hell out of my kids everyday and there isn't a damn thing I can do about it and someone else has been slid in to my place. Yeah, "I'm not good enough", I'm "such a horrible person", when all I care about is those kids.

I can only imagine how uncomfortable it must be for those kids now to be riding around with that POS driving one of 'our' cars. Funny she claims it as 'hers', I can only wonder how many times the kids have slipped up and said are we taking "dad's car" since I'm the one that drove it all the time. crazy


Me 35/XW 33
S13 & S12
M: 10/17/98
OM & S: 07/08
D final 06/09/09
12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing"
06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10
06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11