Well, I know this isn't a ray of hope for you, but, many more days like this are to come, so find a way to cope and get by. At least it can only get easier to deal with.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11