I feel like Im starting to hate my WAS

[Can it work]

Hey there brknheart. I'm sorry to hear about your sitch. I've been there myself for quite some time now. It does get easier with time but you're always going to have those moments. Dday is right in saying you should just go dark on her and cut off all contact. Like Dday though, I couldn't do that with my W because we have a young son together.

The worst thing for me is still the loneliness too. Find something to fill it though. It doesn't have to be a new woman. Even more regular contact with friends can help. You do get used to waking up alone. It just takes time. Put on the radio and sing your heart out to your favourite music. Try to find a positive in being on your own. I know that's hard now but it will get easier.