I guess my question to my fellow DBers is how do I hold on to something I am not totally sure I want back..... I will always love him, but the pain overrules that love and the feeling of better off is overruling everything else. I guess I have given up hope on the marriage and am on the brink of becoming a WAW..... So..........
t=5.5yrs m=4 kids=4 (8,9,10,&11) I dropped the bomb 10-09 regaining myself in house seperation 9-6-09 divorce final 4-19-10 Moved out 9-17-09
