Is this the end of my marriage?

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I'd encourage you to ask that to yourself when you find yourself "happening" to check out your W driveway multiple times a day or looking at who's on the porch, etc. ... How's that working for you?

It's funny you should say that. I have been asking myself the same question for a lot of things. Slightly differently:

"if you do ... xywz (ie. check the driveway) and you find out the worst, it's only going to make you upset and there is still nothing you can do about it so why bother'.

Last night however the temptation was too strong not to walk past. With other things I have stopped myself.