Not wanting to be on this boat........

[Buffet]

so I just got another surprise....she has set up a counseling appointment for us---but only b/c we have a child together not b/c there is any chance at having a real connection again. I am so confused, as I read my post above it seems like I might be on good ground as compared to some situations, however it feels like I am on worse ground in that she is not interested in any physical relationship, she does not love me at all, and does not even want to try and work on that part????

I am waffling back and forth as to what I want to do at this point, my best case would be that she and I are back together and raising our son and future family. However if that is not going to happen I would rather know now than find out later down the road.........