I realized today I have been focusing too much on the negative things of late. So, I thought I would list the positive things from the last few days at Disney.
-Had a great time with my kids. -Saw my D-6 "bellydancing" at the Morrocan pavilion - made my trip. -S-9 and I got to spend some "just us" time today doing things he wanted to do. -W asked if she could make tea for me last night. -W was very jovial tonight and was really making an effort to engage me in conversation. -W has continually asked what I wanted to buy as my "treat" for the trip (kids and she have picked their things) - I am going to buy a Christmas ornament - one of our old traditions was to buy one of these for each Disney trip - and I'm going to get the kids to help me pick it out. -I did not show my anger at times when many probably would have. -I began feeling compassion in the place of that anger after learning from the posts today on my thread - great insight guys - thanks again.