I too question whether my H is a WAS or MLC. Bottom line (for myself), is it doesn't matter.
What are my chances. Excellent. Excellent for what, well there's the rub. I guess realistically, I'd have to say my chances of a life full of happiness, joy and laughter.
I have to admit though, I'm a diehard. If there is one chance in a google, I'm there and I believe somehow this will all pan out. Maybe there's no fool like an old fool, but the little voice in this old fool's mind tells me to hang in there. So, I do. Btw, I'm not a fool
I am also aware that I have the power to change my mind at any point.
I can't undo anything and I do feel better about myself with the changes I've made and continue to make.
So, all in all, I can't say this is wasted time (not even on my bad days).
When I think of some of the greatest works of art no matter what the medium or form (including lives of people we have never heard of), I think of the pain that created such works. Without pain, how would we know beauty and joy?