What to do, what to do?

[LuLu]

Thanks guys. It was nice while it lasted. Actually, I can't really complain. In our situations, this was a milestone. But you can't blame me for wanting more!

H came by to see the kids tonight. He was supposed to come with us to go see mutual friends and their newborn. He called with some weak excuse shortly before we were to leave. No shocker there but still a disappointment. He ended up coming here around 6pm. This was the first time we saw each other since our big night and you would have thought that that night didn't even happen. Weird.

I was afraid I'd either say something bad or show an emotion I didn't want so I went to read in my room. What can you do? H is off of work tomorrow and says he's planning on spending the entire day over here doing house stuff. That is a long time!

I. Must. Find. Something. To. Do.