On the verge of a meltdown.

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Well things are going great with the job turns out I actually know some one that works there,small world.I enjoy it very much.

know as far as my sitch having a difficult time trying to get her off my mind.at times I just crash and become a mess.we actually spent some time together last week we had to go see our S14 guidance councilor.seems he has been hanging out with some not so good people and came home wasted and admitted smoking weed with his friends,and this wasn't the first time I already had the discussion with him but it didn't hit the mark I guess.so we went totry and get him a little more active at school to try and keep him busy.after we went for lunch and had some time to talk.this is where it gets hard for me she said she misses me and yes she is hurt and that it is going to take time which I am ok with but she has up this hugh glass wall.I can not go,near her, touch her or hug her and it kills me I miss her.I just want my wife back and dont know what to do.

God Bless