I don't want to be so far away from my boys. Not sure if I'm just tired or what, but I've got an ache in my gut from today.
Oh sweetie, I am so sorry. I know you hurt and are working so hard to do what you need to do. You are amazing to me. So many young men would be thinking about dating other women instead of counting the hours until they saw their children. But, your boys are all you think about. I know they are you life and you are giving them 100% of all you can do for them.
What about your job? Are you happy with that? It makes me tired just thinking about the traffic....lol. How far do you have to drive to work each day? I think that you pour so much of yourself into each weekend that you have to be exhausted on Mondays. Probably takes all week to kind of catch up and then it's time to leave again.
Did you get everything you needed for your apartment? That is a huge job, isn't it?
Well, hope you get to bed early and catch up on some sleep. Hope little one doesn't have the flu and gets well quickly. Talk later.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!