Is this the end of my marriage?

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Puppy,

Bearing in mind I don't have the books yet (got an email from Amazon earlier saying they had been dispatched) can you elaborate even slightly about this. Especially the part about placating and the fact I seem done is a good place to begin?

I do feel done. I feel like throwing the towel in but there is just this little part of me that can't give up on 6 wonderful years together and even the last year wasn't that terrible - it had it's downs but it had it's up's too. I can't give up on a girl who I loved with all my heart and who was my world (part of the problem) who was the love of my life, the first woman I ever TRULY loved and the life we had laid out together. Even when my eventually told me that she wanted a D she told me I was the love of her life (whether that was crap or not I don't know). Maybe that seems like romantic crap, but it's what makes me want to try again. I know it will never be the same again, but it could be better.

Anyway, I'm ranting. Thanks for your help.