Trying to cope with H, IA/EA (was Newbie-1st post)

[mishka422]

I need the man I married. He's the one who was always there. He's the one I turned to.

Back up honey. You don't need him. You don't need anyone but yourself. You may want that man, but as you said in your next sentence....that man doesn't exist anymore.

Ash, I know most of this is the pain talking, but in pain we also find truth. The truth I am seeing here is that you are extremely codependent. Are you seeing a C? If not, why not? Get into one ASAP. You need to work through the trauma first, then work through the underlying issues.

Again, break down right now. You need to. But you need to quickly get back on your feet and get to work strengthening yourself.

Love is among the top 5 four letter words for me. IMO, love makes us stupid and blind to the act that so many people in our lives put on. You aren't blind anymore. Use the clarity of vision you have been given to your advantage!