Hey friends, thank you all for your kind words and prayers.

I am ok. As my friend, Mach, told me, I needed some time to find my balance, to heal and to grieve. I did that in the quiet.

I have come to accept that my h is not the man I thought he was. He is broken and lost. But, that is really not my problem to fix. Nor is it a reflection on me. He is who he is. And he has to live with the consequences of his actions. And although I have to live with the fallout, I will let it break me.

I am moving forward on my journey. I am looking at this as another step in the process. I continue to grow. I continue to believe in the beauty in others.

So, I can choose to wallow in the unfairness of it all or I can choose to believe in me. I choose me.


Last edited by beginnersmind; 10/12/09 07:57 PM.