I am sorry that you find yourself here but all of the advice you will get here will help you keep your sanity and do the good work that is needed to get you and hopefully your M back on track. I am a newbie here so don't have much in the way of advice right now except to say focus on making YOU more attractive and practicing loving detachment. DBing is hard work and it will be a rollercoaster ride so don't let that discourage you.
