Trying to cope with H, IA/EA (was Newbie-1st post)

[Faith2010]

I don't know how to do this. I don't. I hate this feeling. I hate this pain.

I need the man I married. He's the one who was always there. He's the one I turned to. He no longer exists and I don't know what to do.

Sometimes I get so angry...then I get so sad. Knowing he doesn't give a crap about me absolutely kills me.

It feels like my life has been taken away from me. I hate when it hits me like this.