Is this the end of my marriage?

[P17]

Puppy, thank you. I will use EXACTLY those words when the time is right. That's not right now. I need to go without more contact for a while before doing it out of the blue.

I still haven't heard back from my reply to her text of this morning. She is obviously not happy as I have never done that before. Maybe it's making her think or maybe she's thinking f*** him ... either way, it's a reaction and this tiny little step I am proud of.

Whatever she wanted to 'talk' about isn't so important that she wants to reply to. Or maybe she is thinking that she'll let the bombshell of the OM being here fall upon me by another method. It doesn't interest me. She can do what she wants.