You know, hindsight 20/20, I guess I just went clean to avoid bottling up my true feelings and them having them release in some sort of negative way later on as I have often done. Plus, she's clearly left the building long before Elvis did, so I don't see harm in what I said. She's done, she's out and I should be too, just haven't found a way to fully let it go yet. Probably never truly will. But 'pinned', no. I have a couple of options now to go about my life and I so want to embark upon them. But my dumbarse just keeps looking back over my shoulder at what was and making sure she's 100% comitted to what she's chosen.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11
