i really do wonder what the judge will think. did his lawyer tell him to only give me $30? i cant imagine. anything under $100 is an insult if u ask me.

i was actually upset this weekend about h. i can separate my feelings, its not that i want him back anymore, more just upset for what we once had, who he used to be. its sad.

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09