I KNEW this would happen, I warned H it would happen but I am REALLY starting to wig out
This has been the first time in a long while that H has been late coming home from work. I think it is even worse because I mentioned the importance of a phone call when something like this might occur. I have not got one yet
This is actually stressing me more then having H mad at me if anyone can believe that is possible. I dare not call H either for fear he will think I am "checking up" on him
This is not good...I really don't like this feeling and thought I had reached the point I could put it behind me. I'm getting that nauseaus, going tothow up any minute thing going. I was never prone to anxiety until this whole mess started and too be honest I highly resent H's lack of thought for stirring it all up again
His "I have to work" excuse is going to have a hard time cutting it with me tonight. He can pick up a phone any time he wants...hell, he can leave any time he wants after 11pm. I see this as showing no respect and him giving in once again to his own selfishness
Now I am starting to weep.
DAMN,Damn,DAMN!!!
Zoo
"If patience is worth anything, it must endure to the end of time. And a living faith will last in the midst of the blackest storm."
- Mahatma Gandhi
