It's too hard sometimes

[TooLateForMe]

I had no choice but to sign the papers. She and our Ds wouldn't have an apartment if I didn't.

Had a big discussion about the R and I just listened and validated. I ended up staying late (here now) to watch the girls while she goes out.

It was okay but the vibe after the discussion has been hostile. No real words that suggest anger but I can feel it under everything. Maybe I'm projecting a bit. I'm a bit angry.

Just cleaned the kitchen, got D13 to bed and leaving...

Don't know when or if I want to talk to w again. The anger under the surface and the emotional walls make me want to steer clear of it all for a long time.