Sweet girl, I'm so sorry honey. I know you feel like you will never feel happy again and that your life has fallen apart. This is only a temporary feeling but you're going to have to go through it.
One day at a time.
There is a reason that they use that phrase in AA. It's because looking any further ahead than that can cause relapse. Think of the way you love your H as an addiction. He is not the man you fell in love with so he is now bad for you, much as alcohol is bad for an alcoholic. The addiction has to be treated and sometimes the only way is to be separated from it.
Make sense?
You have my contact info in the alt. You can always reach me if you need to talk.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
