25years, Yes it makes sense! Thank you. (Sorry for taking over Stuck. I'll be brief.)
First, congrats on busting your divorce! I mean it...I know it was probably one of the most difficult things you've ever been through.
It's pretty sad that it has taken me an entire year to finally decide to stop questioning him and focus on myself. IDK why it took that long - I guess I was just completely confused, devastated, stressed, overwhelmed and so on. I ached not just for myself, but also for our sweet, innocent daughter. But the truth is - I have to get out and do things and have some fun. I cannot sit in our home and sulk and feel miserable. I did that for much too long. It's not good for me or our DD.
Plenty of days are still hard, but I really am putting forth an effort. I've actually been pretty upbeat this week and spent a good amout of time doing fun things.
I'm going to keep reading posts, learning more and GAL. I'm so thankful for what I'm learning here and for the support.
Me: 34 H: 34 DD: 3 M: 8 yrs H moved out Oct. 2008, "not happy" "don't know what I want" "will always love you, but not in love with you" PA Bomb: April 5, 2010
