For those with a WAS...How do you cope?

[courts0818]

For the time being, I'm over my sad moment. I hung out with a friend tonight. We went to Barnes & Noble to look and to talk.

Yes, H did stick around last night. And I am trying to confuse him a bit. For example - he was on the computer and I was reading books to our DD. At the same time, I was texting my sister. He came out to see what we were doing and my phone was open so I quickly picked up my phone and closed it - kinda like so he couldn't see it. He said something like, "What's wrong Courtney, don't you want me to see what's on your phone?"

And then tonight, he asked where my purse was bc he needed to get a check. And I said I'll get it. Well, he got the checkbook out and I grabbed my purse. Again, he said something like, "What don't you want me to see?"

I'm not trying to play games, but I am trying to be mysterious. I've been an open book bc I don't have anything to hide. But maybe I do need act a little more secretive and make him wonder a little.