Went to Church tonight. Couldn't make it through the service.

All I feel is pain and hurt. Right now it doesn't feel like it's ever going to get better. I wish I could see past the pain. I can't.

It feels like my heart has been ripped out of my chest. It feels like I'm never going to stop crying.

I want the pain to stop.

Me: 39 H: 39
S: 15
M: 18 years
Bomb: 6/3/09
H moved out: 10/15/09
H moved back:5/30/10