I'm sorry that you're hurting. A lot has happened. I know you have regrets, and would do a lot of things differently if you had it to do over again. You've made good changes, and I hope you're at peace with them. You did everything you could to keep this from happening.
Remain hopeful that better days are ahead. You sent me some good advice in your last post to me. Thank you. I'll offer that you take the same advice that you sent to me.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
