I'm feeling anxious now. I so bad want to call or write H a letter and tell him how much I love him and how much I don't want a separation. I won't but part of me really wants to.
Me: 39 H: 39 S: 15 M: 18 years Bomb: 6/3/09 H moved out: 10/15/09 H moved back:5/30/10
