Trying to save my M. W not really trying though.

[etrain]

You're right. That's exactly how I feel.
W still acting like a zombie & barely leaving the house since I confroted her on Thursday. Still no word from OM's W & no backlash from my W for contacting her.

Took my S to church this morning while W stayed home...2nd week in a row. I'm not super religious but I'd like our S to have the same experience I did growing up...and I need something to believe in again. Find myself getting very emotional during mass...thinking about things. It's the church our S got babtized in so there are many memories. And I look around & see all the young couples w/ their children. But there I am...just me & my S.

I'm really hoping W goes somewhere today so I can relax & watch some football.