So...i went from negative to cynical......

I feel way better than at this time last year or six months ago. Sure this whole thing affected me....I would not be human if it did not.
How can you not be affected by being lied to and disrespected by the person you gave everything you had to?
But as Kerry mentions, I have my ups and downs....why just last night i had a little up and down (LOL)....All kidding aside, we are a product of the people we surround ourselves with....therefore, I am a better person today.