Moving on with my life!

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St..you are awesome! I have heard the same things about the CIO as well. Now I did it with my older kids and they seem ok, but now they are saying its not the best way. Plus given my situation I love having her with me.

Only have heard from exh once since he left Friday. Nice. Text came in at 11:30 p.m. last night telling me to give baby a kiss! I didn't answer. I am going to make it a habit to not answer his texts that late. Its not right to text that late and expect an answer. I do leave my phone on because my other kids are out and about so turning it off isn't an option.

I was thinking how nice it would be to move yesterday. With exh out of town I knew I wasn't going to run into him or gf anywhere and I wasn't constantly worried like I am normally. I couldn't move until my other kids are all out in a few years and then not sure if legally exh will allow it. Who knows? But it was a nice thought. I love this town in alot of ways. Its beautiful and a great place to raise kids....if you are married. Very family oriented. Lived here most of my life and you don't go anywhere without running into someone you know.

Church this morning! I love it. Really renews my strength. This situation has really turned my faith around. When I was with exh he refused to go to church so I stopped going as well.