What exactly is it you are afraid of? Don't you think being in an unhappy M is worse than whatever you're afraid of?
I've been sitting here trying to come up with an answer. I think part of me is afraid of losing H even though I know things can't stay the way they are.
I'm also afraid of the unknown.
Me: 39 H: 39 S: 15 M: 18 years Bomb: 6/3/09 H moved out: 10/15/09 H moved back:5/30/10