sorry if it looks like I am just journalling lately - even if people are too busy for a response, I like to track my process. But I do miss you, friends~
Today -= the day my FIL arrived. The day I was supposed to "not be at home" because H is with family. So I GALed!
EB, do you hear that? I did something for me and I'm doing it again tomorrow~
Went out with friends all day, got invited over by another friend for dinner and girl's night. And not because I was "kicked out", but because I was having a life. So everybody wins - H got his space at home with S and FIL and I went out FOR ME.
And tomorrow - I'm going to the darn Rennaisance Faire. I kept waffling because FIL is here and I wanted to be with S and H, but I took your advice, EB, and said I'll go. My friend tonight lent me a great costume and that was my sign from the Universe to go out tomorrow and have fun for me.
Slowly slowly I"m trying to let go and detach.
Of course, no response from H. He's ignoring me. It hurts like anything. Trying to remember that this is for the long haul. Right?
