I feel like Im starting to hate my WAS

[brknheart]

Yesterday was the first day that I truly felt mad at my WAS. Since she left, I wanted nothing more than for her to come back. Today I started feeling like I hated her, that she is being self centered, and how could she do this to me. In the back of my mind though, I still would like things to work out between us, but it seems like its a 1 in a million chance. She seems so set in her decision, other people have told me this also. Some of the things she has said are really fudged up. How do I act now when she is around now? Before I felt like I was walking on eggshells, scared to see her because I didnt know what was going to happen. Now I feel like maybe I should show her that I do not care anymore.