Feeling sad now. Need to go out. The weekend without the kids is tough. No real plans today makes it worse. Tomorrow is filled with activites, but today it's just me.

W seemed crabby on the phone.

Need to build myself up. Not showing anger, sadness or hostility.


M: 33
W: 31
D: 11, 6; S:2
M: 11y T:15y (H.S. Sweethearts)
Seperated: 8/30/09
Met with Divorce Mediator 10/5/09
Divorce papers filed 11/13/09