I just need to vent......

I just spent a few hours with my son at the zoo. Had a good time. It was a tad on the cold side, though. Plus, I really wanted to see the kangaroos. They decided to move them inside. That stunk.

Here's the reason why I need to vent...

I sent a text to my son's mother telling her that I am not allowing him to visit her in her home this weekend. I expected her to at least question why I decided to do this.

Well, I have yet to hear anything from her. Not a single phone call or text.

All I could think is if you don't feel the same about me, fine. You want be with OM right now.

But, please continue to be a part of our son's life. At least show him a glimpse of the wonderful mom you were.

I am just numb right now.

I know I have to be strong. Days like today make it difficult, though.

F her as my pal Jack so kindly suggested.

Time to go make a mess with my son in his playroom.....


Me- 31 yrs old

Her- 33 yrs old

S- 3 yrs old

Bomb- 4/ 09

Moved out- 6/ 09