Well, good morning. Took the kids to epcot early and had a great time. Back from the parks to relax in the pool. Then back to the parks later, after it is less hot (notice I didn't say cooler).

I'm not showing it, but I have that don't give a dam* feeling. Maybe even a little "I'm done" in there too. I don't think I'm done - just think its the anger talking. But, I am honest about what I'm feeling - here,not in front of my W. So, I'm throwing myself into the kids and while not ignoring her, I'm having fun, for me. If she joins, woop dee do. If not, so what.

I don't mean to sound bitter. I'm not. A little angry and impatient. And tired.

But, I will get through this with or without her.


Me 43, S11, D7
M13
Bomb 4/20/09
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