Keep Moving Forward

[BeingMe]

Hi ACJ! No, nothing happened except my being tired of sharing a bed with a H who isn't just a teeny weeny romantic. I need as much positiveness in my life right now to help me fight this tumour, and feeling resentful every time I go to bed isn't helping me. So, I asked him to move to the spare room.

I just feel like we are best friends, family, but not lovers or even partners in a M. I almost feel like his child. He drives me everywhere, I rely on him financially and am clueless about it. He is kind and helpful, but he is not the H I married.

I am thinking of moving back to the city where my D22 lives. My two grandchildren are there and I have good friends and some family living there too. I think it would be good to have all that support. Not that I don't have friends here, but they are new and I'm uncertain of them. So, I don't like to burden them with any of my fears, issues, or stuff like that. Just have fun with them! Which is nice too.

I have to wait a year, however, until D16 finishes school. So, will be able to finish my second year of uni here and then transfer to the uni in other city.

So, the journey continues.