It's MY life now!!!........

[Silent Chrleader]

((Teddy)) Thanks for posting to me, and yes, we do just have to keep moving forward. I am trying my best to do that, at least "physically". In my head/heart, it's a little more difficult sometimes, and I get frustrated (with myself) with the feelings and thoughts I still have.

((BM)) No worries on not taking the call. I just figured you were busy GAL'ing and we'd connect later. You seem to be doing so well!! I absolutely love your new "F him" attitude, Brooklyn!!! You are a true inspiration to me!!!!

As for who STBXH hires, in this economy, I am glad for my family members, BUT it also makes it difficult to stay detached emotionally and really put some distance between us. I don't have that ability to shut off my emotions like he seems to have......it makes for a strange dynamic in my sitch.

((peace)) I think my STBXH is capable of guilt..... but being able to admit it and express it in a healthy manner is a whole other story!!

I really wish you would go on the alt so we could call and really chat. Where in the US are you? I have a vague recollection or Texas, but may be totally out to lunch on that.....

Well, I did get some really great news. It looks like my C is going to be setting up a new office in the next couple weeks just a couple miles from the old place, so S18 and I will be able to resume C. That is a VERY good thing!!

Tonight I am going dancing again, this time at a different studio. Hopefully I will meet some new people who like to dance.

I really am so grateful to you all for your patience and understanding with me. It means more than I can say!

((((((BIG HUGS))))))