Thanks Nell, I agree gun shy but I wasnt pushing, shoving or pursuing, in fact I remember asking "how do you feel about going together" I just think he panicked.. nice things I gave Babycakes a cuddle and said did you miss me, Madam missed me to she gave lots of loving too.. the a quiet voiced H said "I missed you today"
Just got back and txt from H saying "going back exhausted, will phone you from there to see how your day went x"
As for me back to NC, funeral on wed looking fantastic, will avoid wake as will be stuck on motorway at peak traffic but Im not backing out of going.. then NC and wait and see!
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